Lying on her
floor,
Stale laughter
filling the empty room,
Edging closer
to that toybox in the cupboard,
Slipping nearer
to my tomb.
Once we were
friends,
So close,
a bond so electrostatic,
We shared
words and thoughts, smiles a'thriving,
But after
so much time, her's grew automatic.
Thrown in a
corner,
Inept with
ages and that bond worn away,
Can I really
be thrown out so easily,
Carelessly,
when I want so desperately to stay?
I'm extinct
in her heart –
It's moved
on to the latest craze,
Forgotten,
my once coexistent pump lies changed,
It's loveable
memories thrown into the blaze.
So this is
friendship,
Once so pure
and sweet, now fake and remote,
Proves that
nothing lives forever,
Except pain
with no antidote.
A diary's charms
and a distant's arms
Are all I
live for, both hidden behind lock and key;
Hoping one
day I'll not need to read back to those days,
Seeking a
fresh bond to capture me.
Detached, but
not lost,
In the steps
of the Moon's heated history,
Maybe the
laws will halt for the rock to reverse,
For the lights
to be turned back on, to undo the sorry.
Maybe time
will conquer,
And I'll orbit
until time to be released,
If this is
sought, all I ask is it be clean and swift,
Back searching
for a pure soul-bond, and a time when this agony has ceased.